| dreams from my mind |
[Mar. 24th, 2007|01:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | marysville | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | eee | ] |
| [ | music |
| | godspeed | ] |
- I am walking around a forest wiht mike howard and someone else, his dog Mookie is following us. I cross a river and climb up a muddy hill, go left into a clearing. There is this barn or house we go into and theres a house inside of that with no roof, i climb to the second story and look out the top of the house, as i walk down the stairs that cling to walls of the house it tilts and sways depending on what side im on. We cross a little bridge and walk somewhere else.
- At mcdonalds with jim and someone else, mr regan is there, he limps over and sits down and sstarts talking to us. he is spitting in jims face while he talks and i stand up and start screaming becuase im laughing so fucking hard, i had to have been laughing in my sleep.
- I am walking alone, from lexington to port huron with my backpack, its summer time. Tons of kids are on the street everywhere and i see my brother, he says someone from Ed Fitz lives in a house in lexington, i told him to bring me there. so we walk down under the road into this cave and theres tons of kids down there, its really dark, and theres a drumset down there, i set it up and was goign to play it. i look behind me and theres tons and tons of kids, coming in from the entrance and filling up the cave, i can only see their sillouttes becuase the light is pouring in from the opening, then i turn around and there are 4 huge doods that i cant see the faces of. my eyes are at this guys fucking waste, and hes telling me i cant play drums or else something bad is going to happen. they leave and i follow them. there are these floating blocks, on the water surface, i jump across those and sit down on this step leading up to this platform above the water. there are tons of old ladies with fabric all over them knitting. i think some were part lizard too. Then this big guy came out, and started yelling, everyone was watching him, he was brainwashing all the ladies, holding up posters and yelling about politics and religion, i just sat there and he didnt notice me. When he left a lady collapsed against me, but when she touched me she turned young again. she had white hair kinda and was extremley gorgeous. we laid there and i was afraid to move becuase i didnt know if anyone would see me. but we decided to try and escape, we got up and ran down the platform. People started yelling and chasing us, i jumped out a hole in the wall into a tree that was incredibly huge, probaly like 10 stories or something. the girl was on my back, and i was jumping from branch to brach, tree to tree. thinking about this now im sure trhis came from me watching squirells do this in the marysville park yesterday. But we made it safley to the ground and then i woke up and the phone was ringing. |
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| untiltled 4 ( ) |
[Mar. 15th, 2007|01:44 pm] |
went home for the weekend, hung with mario, brad, bub, and nick. swordfought at pine groove park. ate real food. saw 300 with paps, bro, and sean bates.
it was nice out a few days ago, played ball with adam against some thugs who smoked weed in between games. im still sore from balling.
300 today again with jim, music with jim.
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dreamsss from the past few days:
played basketball against Micheal Jordan, he cheated and won. 6 to 10.
had a threesome with morgan webb and chris conlan from metalshop
had another threesome with cuz and criss on the beach of lexington park right next to the stream after playing a game of tag.
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driving with max, sean, amber, and jussy. through hills and swamp, max and jussy were smoking weed and i told max to be careful driving. next turn, goes straight into a swamp bog, the car is stuck. we are in ultimate wilderness redneck area. there are two nearby houses, we walk to the closest, i see a guy in there and a few dogs are barking. he starts coming out and i think he had a gun, everyone takes off back into the swamp, i run over to the other house, two guys, identical in appearence come running out with handguns (they looked like eliajiah wood's character from sin city).
i get behind a parked car in the drive way, one guy comes at me and the other guy circles around the otherside of the car. the one guy grabs me and i look through the passenger window, i see his twin or whatever point the gun through the drivers side window. so i push the guy that im tangled up with against the car and his brother shoots him in the back. i take the dead guys gun and look up to see the other weasel coming around the car, i aim and shoot him in the chest, he falls down dead. two more guys come from the house, i shoot both of them. i run back into the swamp and find amber, sean, max, and jussy. we are just sitting on one side of a little hill. |
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| epic fucking lanscapes in my mind |
[Mar. 6th, 2007|01:27 pm] |
me and jim driving with kaylyn, we are in the backseat, jim is stoned, and everything is flying by, trees and buildings, and we drive through a fence and crash. kaylyn flies out the window and her head is busted open, bleeding. i get out of the car and am holding her dead body, theres a huge hole in her head and then im thinking "fuck shes dead". she wont move and im thinking of something to do, then i look up at the car and shes sitting in the drivers seat, i look back down and in my arms is like a doll or something. we all get out, go to a store.
im walking in a huge city with tons of people, and its night time, we are meeting people in this alley way. its a dead end and theres buildings all around us, its kind of in the future too. i have a gun and im with about 6 or 7 people. i remember a big black dude with dredlocks. we are in this alley waiting for these other gangsters to meet us there so we can do business. im scared out of my fuckingm ind, the entire drive there im thinking "if this is a fucking dead end we are getting set up and we are going to get fucking shot."
so im telling these people om with, "i want to get the fuck out of here, fuck this" im practically crying, i dont want to fucking die. we are in a fucking dump, on the edge of the city in a dark, dead end alleyway. fuck that. i start to climb a ladder ontop of a building, i was just going to hide there, but then i felt they might have guys at the spot watching, and they might think i was trying to hide up there to shoot down at them. i climbed back down and started heading out of the alley.
next thing i know, like 5 fucking huge shiny hummers pull in, really bright lights, i cant see, and i wave them in the alley so i dont look like i was bailing. everyone gets out, i put my gun in my pants, theres like 20 of these fuckers. i notice 2 people from earlier in on my dream. i go up to them and start begging to them, "if we are going to get sprayed here, im not in on it, just let me be." and they are saying anything so i really start to worry. more cars pull up, gangsters everywhere, girls everywhere to, dancing and shit, im trying to walk out of the alleyway and i almost step in herion needles on the ground.
i finally make it to the end of the alley but i have to go through this little building first. i walk in, and there a cells everywhere, tons of huge prisoners and guards, its a prison. the end door is only at the end of the hall but i didnt know how to get out and i still had my gun, so i didnt want to get searched. i see adam and hes talking to amy. i ask him something and hes getting frustrated. he gives me a metalplate and says "here, just hit someone with this"
i jsut stand there and after awhile im like "i cant do that man." so adam sighs and reaches down at my ass, and he pulls out my gun,raises it, pointing at this black lady just standing there and shoots it, blowing out her fucking chest. everyone drops to the ground and starts screaming, some people get up and run past me out the other side, theres only one guard and he gives me the keys, i open the door and everyone floods out.
i run outside of the jail and im running like in slow motion, everyone is around me running too, screaming becuase they are free, the camera is like circling around me while i run in slow motion, its all grassy, a huge fucking landscape, sun, clouds, mountians on my right side and ocean on my left, fucking epic lanscape. im jumping over these invisible wires that run across the ground and then this prisoner comes up to me and thanks me, while we are still running.
we all get to this little dip in the ground, and theres a dead deer and a few spears and knives. i tell everyone to get a weapon, i have a knife and a spear. theres alittle patch of trees and we go in and theres a deer dead, on a shrine and some weapons near it...and i guess, like most of mankind has been wiped out in outside of that one city. so we get some more weapons and theres this mountian lion thing, a few of them, following us.
then im in a blue and green see through room, fighting this thing with a sword, i cut the lion in half and my friend walks in, and im like "i just had the craziest dream." then i woke up. |
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| my life rulez! |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|07:25 pm] |
ive been listening to godspeed you black emperor for 3 hours and 8 minutes now.
yeah, heres a bio i made in reguard to a question i recieved asking "how i became so coo"
it took abit, i zoned out becuase godspeed is so good and next thin i know, 40 minutes later im done.
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In response to your question "travis, howdya getsa coo?"
I was born in Morris Ill, almost died at birth, transferred to a hospital in chicago, turned out to be a boy, although was suppose to be a girl...
I was going to be named Leviah, but at last minute it changed to Travis, my lungs supposedly were drained soon after birth, although my dad seems leary on what they actually did...
i moved to Ohio at a young age with my family My brother Kyle Ray Siegfried was born 2 years after i was. We lived in 3 different houses in Ohio that i remember.
The first house i remember was an old brick school house were i met one of my first friend, Isah...
She was dead, but i still talked to her, apparently at first it seemed as if i had a childhood 'imaginary' friend, but oonce we found out there was a dead indian girl named Isah that used to go to that school my parents were suspicious. After a few small incidents and the discovery of finding a sealed off hollow chamber in the basement we moved out. A sheriff that lived in the house before us talked to my parents and they shared odd stories of the house confirming that something was very weird about it.
We then moved into the country, farmm house with a nice big barn. There i played with my dog Astro, searched for arrowheads in the feilds, and explored forests.
I met a kid named Evan Dunham, we quickly became friends, he lived down the road. We always played tackle football against the older twins, Kyle and Rolland. My competitive behavior in sports took place in my youth with Evan. I soon began to love basketball, i would tie firewood to my legs and play by myself trying to get faster and better.
I met a kid on my baseball team named Dusty Roush, with him my wild nature was at its peak, we explored forests together, snuck into cattle pastures and teased the bulls, raced bikes in the complete darkness, and we were even convinced that we could start a band in his hayloft.
After living at that house a few years i moved 1 mile away to another farmhouse that i was previously baby sat at by this crazy bitch named Darlene. She would make her two sons, Bobby and Josh work from 8am until 6pm while she sat inside and watched her soaps...she even beat her kids too.
We had the occasional apple war against eachother and one time we started using rocks and i got hit in the head with a corner of a cement block that had been chipped off. I was bleeding everywhere but i didnt want Bobby to get in trouble by his mom, so i just said i fell against the cinder block.
At that house they used to have huge bonfires and pigroasts...live bands would play, but mostly just this really bad band called Sinister Midget, it was the first time i played drums, i couldnt even reach the bass pedal, the drummer told my mom to buy me a drumset becuase he thought that i was pretty good for a little rat fuck kid.
I went through elementary school at Buckey Valley and just had fun, playing basketball and football.
In fifth grade i moved to Michigan, lived with my aunt in a house were some guy hung himself. The house was very creepy, and me and my brother Kyle would always walk through the forest and rollerblade at the Peck park, i met a stray dog there, and at the time he was our only friend. We would go there to pet him and give him food. He slept on a matress next to a dumpster.
We moved in with my cousins for a few months, it was very fun, we always played together and had a good time.
My dad stayed in ohio to finishup his job while we lived there, and my mom was in michigan with us.
We then moved to a house we rented on county farm road outside of lexington, it was very small, i kept all my star wars action figures in the attic. we lived there maybe a year then moved a few miles away to a brick house we bought for 80,000.
That is still our current residence. I grew up there from 7th grade on up, although my senior year i only showed up to my house a few times a month staying with various friends. Thus resulted in minimal sleep and resulted in me almost not graduating. After school i ended up spending my summer playing tag and making music. I went to chicago on the spot with 14 dollars and stayed there for two weeks, i made it back home on a bus with some money i recieved from a guy named Donovan, i found his lost 200 dollars in a coat pocket that he was throwing out, so in return he gave me 50 of it.
The rest of my sumemr in Michigan was spent between Adrian and Lexington. I played some tag, some basketball, walked around in slef made capris listening to music, and I tried to build a stone house that i could hermit in for the entire winter, reading and listening to music, living off oatmeal that i would cook over my woodstove. After over 80 hours of combined digging, the hole was 5 feet down, 22 across, and 18 long, but we dug under the water table and it flooded. This forced a new reality on me, i couldnt live as a hermit all winter, so i lived at home, and with various friends.
I am currently living in marysville on the river bordering Canada, this summer i plan to make a small forest society in Beards Hills. There are a select few that will be doing this with me. We are going to establish a semi-perminant settlement and live in the forest together.
Concerning select pets:
- Mydog astro which i got when we lived in the first brick house in ohio lived until 8th grade i think. He was awesome, one time he got attacked by coyotes in ohio and he had over 40 puncture wounds throughout his body. The vet said he would die, but he lived. In michigan he wandered off becuase we were gone for two weeks and we had someone feed him outside...but this old lady found him in a feild, all bloody, she said he was attacked by coyotes, he almost died again but she saved him. he was 14 at the time. He was returned to us and he got fat like a log and died that summer. oh yeah, he could climb ladders too.
- My dog Otis we had since ohio, he is still alive. he was lost for one day and was found over 40 miles away. He was in the newspaper, labeled as 'The Duke'. He was the son of Astro and Sands of Time.
- Sands, great dane, mother of otis. We adopted her becuase her owner beat her. Died while i was in 7th grade.
- Hans, named after han solo, my brothers dog. Referred to as "scum dog, or monkey tail" by my dad and i.
- Henry, our scarlet Macaw, killed by Hans, so my dad dropped Hans off at some farm 20 miles away.
- Super wolverine, huge stray cat that scrathed my brothers face in the barn.
- Fritz, my ferret for few years, loved leather and mangos.
- Keebler, my brothers ferret, he was 2 years older than fritz was.
- Chewy, moms dog, she straightened up now.
- Mario, he is my brothers dog, and the re-incarnation of hans, except not black, he is piss yellow, and he has two different colored eyes.
But, Jessica, the reason why i am the way i am i do not know. It could be becuase i had a lot of alone time to think about weird things growing up, or maybe becuase i grew up with kids all 6 or 7 years older than me once i was in middleschool, maybe it becuase i lived in ohio for too long, or maybe becuase my dads father had an eye patch and was a jujitsu master, the reason could that i played tag in middleschool and still do till this day very seriously, or it could be becuase me and my dad went to West Virginia to find the Mothman. I do not know though.
Is that a satisfactoy answer to your question? |
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| iiiiiiiiiiiii |
[Feb. 27th, 2007|02:45 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | house | ] |
| [ | music |
| | as the dust settles...old | ] |
my life bleeds really shitty chugs |
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| cuz luv |
[Feb. 22nd, 2007|10:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | jim and i's | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | hungry hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hella | ] |
soo...i met my second cousin on new years, first thing i thought, cutie wootsie...i just didnt know she was related to me then though. we ended up getting together later that night, a few months later i found out about our relation.
shes pretty cool though, i cant believe ive never known before this though. hopefully we can hang out and watch movies and listen to music. |
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| dremas, what else |
[Feb. 21st, 2007|12:44 pm] |
i ate some cheese again before i went to sleep.
i proceded to have very weird dreams.
i woke up when it was getting light out, and the ice on the river was breaking, and the freighters were blowing their fog horns. it was so loud, i thought i gott up and woke jim up but it must have been a dream. i was so scared
i looked out the window and couldnt even see the road or river. i thought for sure that a boat would run into the side of the earth cutting through it straight to the house and into my room and onto me on my bed. i was afraid.
i fell asleep again and dreamt i was walking along the foggy river and there was some gang after me, and men with bald heads and beards appearing at jims house, and a gay black man sleeping next to me. |
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| dremasss |
[Dec. 21st, 2006|08:30 pm] |
i dreamt about alex warner and preston moreland last night, i just remembered
we were in lexington running around and talking. there were little kids everywhere. |
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| a feeling that i feel |
[Dec. 21st, 2006|01:59 am] |
uhh...
been staying between jims, justins, and natalies... awhile back.
got free stuff from goodwill with natalie and jr. went to abandoned train station.listened to music for 22 hours straight. this was a few weeks ago.
watched the station agent and theremin dvd. good stuff mannn.
last night at jims, me and dustin walked and got carpet and carried it back to jims. we mechugged to meshuggah.stayed up past 6am.
today played music with jim for a bit. i very got sick of people and the way they are. pathetic is all i can say.
now im at justins, listening to decibully, planning my future existence in my head.
me and nate went out to meijer and talked abit, about a trip to california without assistance from a motorized vehicle.
i was told that i have a good soul tonight. thats good. i said "i like my soul too".
ive had too many weird dreams to remember but one that is stuck in my head goes as follows:
i was watching some indie band out in a parking lot with matt, it was sunny, and we were moving to the side of the stage. there was water around us, we were on a pennisula i think, the building behgind the stage was all futuristic and the sun was reflecting from it. and the water was all bright from the sun, there was an oil rig in the distance on fire too. we atarted walking down the road and i went right, into a forest with weird vegetation. there was this yellow creature, i petted it. i had fluffly yellow flipper gloves on, and i took them off to feel the textuure of the creature. then i looked up and there were more little creatures, all brown, little furballs with big eyes and big mouths. i tried taking pictures, and petted a few. then i stumbled back up the hill onto the road again.
oh yeah, my dad stopped by jims today, and he gave me some schwans food. he suggested i make christmas presents for people i care for. |
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| old |
[Nov. 13th, 2006|04:28 am] |
jesus was real, to an extent.
he was created by the greys, an alien race that is controlling much of the world today. they have his cruxifiction recorded, waiting to show the world. they are waiting for the right time though, to set the world ablaze in religious turmoil.
an ancient race of reptilian aliens crossbred with humans also strive for world dominance among earth as well. they have bred with humans to blend into our society, they are all around us whether you know it or not. they are in our politics,
.george bush is one, his father is one and so on. some people have caimed seeing him turn from human to a reptilian figur and then to human again right before their eyes. yes.
im having fucjking deja vu or however you spell it.
i seen a ufo a few nights ago, it was weird.
i looked for the mothman, he is real. just as the chupacabra is.
read mothman prophecies and childhood's end.
arthur c. clarke wrothe the latter one, he also created the communications satelitte. so if it were not for him you would not have a fucking cell phone. so the least you can do is read chidhood's end.
or was it him?
the goverment has made a deal with the greys.
the deal is:
we let them experiment on humans and animals and in return tey give us useful technlogy that we can use and further our understanding in thier ways.
but really i just got this book about a whole bunch of bullshit.
its called, conspiracy files. dot read it. unless you want to laugh if you want to be smart, read mothman prophecies or childhood's end.
and watch Bullshit.
have a nice christmas
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travis is walking down the lexington peir at the harbor on a windy night with three friends. he sees people gathered on the beach and wanders over there. it turns out to be about 20 nuns from all around michigan gathered on the beach in a huge circle smoking hooka. they take little intrest at first f his arrivail. a few snap ictures of him to see his face in the quick lighting of the flash. temporary blindness follows.
eventually some end up stripping down in their highly intelligent state of mind and take off into the lake. crazy nuns everywhere. they dress themselves and encircle travis, like predators closing in on a confused prey. they start to talk music. it appears to travis that they really like creed and scott stapp. this is very funny to him, as is all of their unusual behavior.
he is almost attacked wehn he flashes his ipod inthe amish girls face. some sheild her and a large group comes at him, pushing him back. he cowers to the ground and apologizes.
the rest of the conversation goes like this:
condoms, jesus, loving god, dearborn, music, sigur ros, zao, jesus, micheal w smith, basketball, whatever team prays more to god wins, aliens, premaritial sex, condoms, ass rubbing, ipod, amish girl, next month, evolution is wrong. bye, we'll pray for you.
very very weird he thinks. almost like a dream. very weird travis thinks to himself. maybe he will see them next month.
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There is a new religion in the works.
Its called Ratism, a new diet, a new way, a new leader for the new world.
Accept me as your Rat Leader and call me the Rat Oracle. I will lead you to your ultimate destiny.
A new faith is born, Ratism |
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