| dreams from my mind |
[Mar. 24th, 2007|01:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | marysville | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | eee | ] |
| [ | music |
| | godspeed | ] |
- I am walking around a forest wiht mike howard and someone else, his dog Mookie is following us. I cross a river and climb up a muddy hill, go left into a clearing. There is this barn or house we go into and theres a house inside of that with no roof, i climb to the second story and look out the top of the house, as i walk down the stairs that cling to walls of the house it tilts and sways depending on what side im on. We cross a little bridge and walk somewhere else.
- At mcdonalds with jim and someone else, mr regan is there, he limps over and sits down and sstarts talking to us. he is spitting in jims face while he talks and i stand up and start screaming becuase im laughing so fucking hard, i had to have been laughing in my sleep.
- I am walking alone, from lexington to port huron with my backpack, its summer time. Tons of kids are on the street everywhere and i see my brother, he says someone from Ed Fitz lives in a house in lexington, i told him to bring me there. so we walk down under the road into this cave and theres tons of kids down there, its really dark, and theres a drumset down there, i set it up and was goign to play it. i look behind me and theres tons and tons of kids, coming in from the entrance and filling up the cave, i can only see their sillouttes becuase the light is pouring in from the opening, then i turn around and there are 4 huge doods that i cant see the faces of. my eyes are at this guys fucking waste, and hes telling me i cant play drums or else something bad is going to happen. they leave and i follow them. there are these floating blocks, on the water surface, i jump across those and sit down on this step leading up to this platform above the water. there are tons of old ladies with fabric all over them knitting. i think some were part lizard too. Then this big guy came out, and started yelling, everyone was watching him, he was brainwashing all the ladies, holding up posters and yelling about politics and religion, i just sat there and he didnt notice me. When he left a lady collapsed against me, but when she touched me she turned young again. she had white hair kinda and was extremley gorgeous. we laid there and i was afraid to move becuase i didnt know if anyone would see me. but we decided to try and escape, we got up and ran down the platform. People started yelling and chasing us, i jumped out a hole in the wall into a tree that was incredibly huge, probaly like 10 stories or something. the girl was on my back, and i was jumping from branch to brach, tree to tree. thinking about this now im sure trhis came from me watching squirells do this in the marysville park yesterday. But we made it safley to the ground and then i woke up and the phone was ringing. |
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| untiltled 4 ( ) |
[Mar. 15th, 2007|01:44 pm] |
went home for the weekend, hung with mario, brad, bub, and nick. swordfought at pine groove park. ate real food. saw 300 with paps, bro, and sean bates.
it was nice out a few days ago, played ball with adam against some thugs who smoked weed in between games. im still sore from balling.
300 today again with jim, music with jim.
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dreamsss from the past few days:
played basketball against Micheal Jordan, he cheated and won. 6 to 10.
had a threesome with morgan webb and chris conlan from metalshop
had another threesome with cuz and criss on the beach of lexington park right next to the stream after playing a game of tag.
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driving with max, sean, amber, and jussy. through hills and swamp, max and jussy were smoking weed and i told max to be careful driving. next turn, goes straight into a swamp bog, the car is stuck. we are in ultimate wilderness redneck area. there are two nearby houses, we walk to the closest, i see a guy in there and a few dogs are barking. he starts coming out and i think he had a gun, everyone takes off back into the swamp, i run over to the other house, two guys, identical in appearence come running out with handguns (they looked like eliajiah wood's character from sin city).
i get behind a parked car in the drive way, one guy comes at me and the other guy circles around the otherside of the car. the one guy grabs me and i look through the passenger window, i see his twin or whatever point the gun through the drivers side window. so i push the guy that im tangled up with against the car and his brother shoots him in the back. i take the dead guys gun and look up to see the other weasel coming around the car, i aim and shoot him in the chest, he falls down dead. two more guys come from the house, i shoot both of them. i run back into the swamp and find amber, sean, max, and jussy. we are just sitting on one side of a little hill. |
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| epic fucking lanscapes in my mind |
[Mar. 6th, 2007|01:27 pm] |
me and jim driving with kaylyn, we are in the backseat, jim is stoned, and everything is flying by, trees and buildings, and we drive through a fence and crash. kaylyn flies out the window and her head is busted open, bleeding. i get out of the car and am holding her dead body, theres a huge hole in her head and then im thinking "fuck shes dead". she wont move and im thinking of something to do, then i look up at the car and shes sitting in the drivers seat, i look back down and in my arms is like a doll or something. we all get out, go to a store.
im walking in a huge city with tons of people, and its night time, we are meeting people in this alley way. its a dead end and theres buildings all around us, its kind of in the future too. i have a gun and im with about 6 or 7 people. i remember a big black dude with dredlocks. we are in this alley waiting for these other gangsters to meet us there so we can do business. im scared out of my fuckingm ind, the entire drive there im thinking "if this is a fucking dead end we are getting set up and we are going to get fucking shot."
so im telling these people om with, "i want to get the fuck out of here, fuck this" im practically crying, i dont want to fucking die. we are in a fucking dump, on the edge of the city in a dark, dead end alleyway. fuck that. i start to climb a ladder ontop of a building, i was just going to hide there, but then i felt they might have guys at the spot watching, and they might think i was trying to hide up there to shoot down at them. i climbed back down and started heading out of the alley.
next thing i know, like 5 fucking huge shiny hummers pull in, really bright lights, i cant see, and i wave them in the alley so i dont look like i was bailing. everyone gets out, i put my gun in my pants, theres like 20 of these fuckers. i notice 2 people from earlier in on my dream. i go up to them and start begging to them, "if we are going to get sprayed here, im not in on it, just let me be." and they are saying anything so i really start to worry. more cars pull up, gangsters everywhere, girls everywhere to, dancing and shit, im trying to walk out of the alleyway and i almost step in herion needles on the ground.
i finally make it to the end of the alley but i have to go through this little building first. i walk in, and there a cells everywhere, tons of huge prisoners and guards, its a prison. the end door is only at the end of the hall but i didnt know how to get out and i still had my gun, so i didnt want to get searched. i see adam and hes talking to amy. i ask him something and hes getting frustrated. he gives me a metalplate and says "here, just hit someone with this"
i jsut stand there and after awhile im like "i cant do that man." so adam sighs and reaches down at my ass, and he pulls out my gun,raises it, pointing at this black lady just standing there and shoots it, blowing out her fucking chest. everyone drops to the ground and starts screaming, some people get up and run past me out the other side, theres only one guard and he gives me the keys, i open the door and everyone floods out.
i run outside of the jail and im running like in slow motion, everyone is around me running too, screaming becuase they are free, the camera is like circling around me while i run in slow motion, its all grassy, a huge fucking landscape, sun, clouds, mountians on my right side and ocean on my left, fucking epic lanscape. im jumping over these invisible wires that run across the ground and then this prisoner comes up to me and thanks me, while we are still running.
we all get to this little dip in the ground, and theres a dead deer and a few spears and knives. i tell everyone to get a weapon, i have a knife and a spear. theres alittle patch of trees and we go in and theres a deer dead, on a shrine and some weapons near it...and i guess, like most of mankind has been wiped out in outside of that one city. so we get some more weapons and theres this mountian lion thing, a few of them, following us.
then im in a blue and green see through room, fighting this thing with a sword, i cut the lion in half and my friend walks in, and im like "i just had the craziest dream." then i woke up. |
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| my life rulez! |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|07:25 pm] |
ive been listening to godspeed you black emperor for 3 hours and 8 minutes now.
yeah, heres a bio i made in reguard to a question i recieved asking "how i became so coo"
it took abit, i zoned out becuase godspeed is so good and next thin i know, 40 minutes later im done.
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In response to your question "travis, howdya getsa coo?"
I was born in Morris Ill, almost died at birth, transferred to a hospital in chicago, turned out to be a boy, although was suppose to be a girl...
I was going to be named Leviah, but at last minute it changed to Travis, my lungs supposedly were drained soon after birth, although my dad seems leary on what they actually did...
i moved to Ohio at a young age with my family My brother Kyle Ray Siegfried was born 2 years after i was. We lived in 3 different houses in Ohio that i remember.
The first house i remember was an old brick school house were i met one of my first friend, Isah...
She was dead, but i still talked to her, apparently at first it seemed as if i had a childhood 'imaginary' friend, but oonce we found out there was a dead indian girl named Isah that used to go to that school my parents were suspicious. After a few small incidents and the discovery of finding a sealed off hollow chamber in the basement we moved out. A sheriff that lived in the house before us talked to my parents and they shared odd stories of the house confirming that something was very weird about it.
We then moved into the country, farmm house with a nice big barn. There i played with my dog Astro, searched for arrowheads in the feilds, and explored forests.
I met a kid named Evan Dunham, we quickly became friends, he lived down the road. We always played tackle football against the older twins, Kyle and Rolland. My competitive behavior in sports took place in my youth with Evan. I soon began to love basketball, i would tie firewood to my legs and play by myself trying to get faster and better.
I met a kid on my baseball team named Dusty Roush, with him my wild nature was at its peak, we explored forests together, snuck into cattle pastures and teased the bulls, raced bikes in the complete darkness, and we were even convinced that we could start a band in his hayloft.
After living at that house a few years i moved 1 mile away to another farmhouse that i was previously baby sat at by this crazy bitch named Darlene. She would make her two sons, Bobby and Josh work from 8am until 6pm while she sat inside and watched her soaps...she even beat her kids too.
We had the occasional apple war against eachother and one time we started using rocks and i got hit in the head with a corner of a cement block that had been chipped off. I was bleeding everywhere but i didnt want Bobby to get in trouble by his mom, so i just said i fell against the cinder block.
At that house they used to have huge bonfires and pigroasts...live bands would play, but mostly just this really bad band called Sinister Midget, it was the first time i played drums, i couldnt even reach the bass pedal, the drummer told my mom to buy me a drumset becuase he thought that i was pretty good for a little rat fuck kid.
I went through elementary school at Buckey Valley and just had fun, playing basketball and football.
In fifth grade i moved to Michigan, lived with my aunt in a house were some guy hung himself. The house was very creepy, and me and my brother Kyle would always walk through the forest and rollerblade at the Peck park, i met a stray dog there, and at the time he was our only friend. We would go there to pet him and give him food. He slept on a matress next to a dumpster.
We moved in with my cousins for a few months, it was very fun, we always played together and had a good time.
My dad stayed in ohio to finishup his job while we lived there, and my mom was in michigan with us.
We then moved to a house we rented on county farm road outside of lexington, it was very small, i kept all my star wars action figures in the attic. we lived there maybe a year then moved a few miles away to a brick house we bought for 80,000.
That is still our current residence. I grew up there from 7th grade on up, although my senior year i only showed up to my house a few times a month staying with various friends. Thus resulted in minimal sleep and resulted in me almost not graduating. After school i ended up spending my summer playing tag and making music. I went to chicago on the spot with 14 dollars and stayed there for two weeks, i made it back home on a bus with some money i recieved from a guy named Donovan, i found his lost 200 dollars in a coat pocket that he was throwing out, so in return he gave me 50 of it.
The rest of my sumemr in Michigan was spent between Adrian and Lexington. I played some tag, some basketball, walked around in slef made capris listening to music, and I tried to build a stone house that i could hermit in for the entire winter, reading and listening to music, living off oatmeal that i would cook over my woodstove. After over 80 hours of combined digging, the hole was 5 feet down, 22 across, and 18 long, but we dug under the water table and it flooded. This forced a new reality on me, i couldnt live as a hermit all winter, so i lived at home, and with various friends.
I am currently living in marysville on the river bordering Canada, this summer i plan to make a small forest society in Beards Hills. There are a select few that will be doing this with me. We are going to establish a semi-perminant settlement and live in the forest together.
Concerning select pets:
- Mydog astro which i got when we lived in the first brick house in ohio lived until 8th grade i think. He was awesome, one time he got attacked by coyotes in ohio and he had over 40 puncture wounds throughout his body. The vet said he would die, but he lived. In michigan he wandered off becuase we were gone for two weeks and we had someone feed him outside...but this old lady found him in a feild, all bloody, she said he was attacked by coyotes, he almost died again but she saved him. he was 14 at the time. He was returned to us and he got fat like a log and died that summer. oh yeah, he could climb ladders too.
- My dog Otis we had since ohio, he is still alive. he was lost for one day and was found over 40 miles away. He was in the newspaper, labeled as 'The Duke'. He was the son of Astro and Sands of Time.
- Sands, great dane, mother of otis. We adopted her becuase her owner beat her. Died while i was in 7th grade.
- Hans, named after han solo, my brothers dog. Referred to as "scum dog, or monkey tail" by my dad and i.
- Henry, our scarlet Macaw, killed by Hans, so my dad dropped Hans off at some farm 20 miles away.
- Super wolverine, huge stray cat that scrathed my brothers face in the barn.
- Fritz, my ferret for few years, loved leather and mangos.
- Keebler, my brothers ferret, he was 2 years older than fritz was.
- Chewy, moms dog, she straightened up now.
- Mario, he is my brothers dog, and the re-incarnation of hans, except not black, he is piss yellow, and he has two different colored eyes.
But, Jessica, the reason why i am the way i am i do not know. It could be becuase i had a lot of alone time to think about weird things growing up, or maybe becuase i grew up with kids all 6 or 7 years older than me once i was in middleschool, maybe it becuase i lived in ohio for too long, or maybe becuase my dads father had an eye patch and was a jujitsu master, the reason could that i played tag in middleschool and still do till this day very seriously, or it could be becuase me and my dad went to West Virginia to find the Mothman. I do not know though.
Is that a satisfactoy answer to your question? |
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| iiiiiiiiiiiii |
[Feb. 27th, 2007|02:45 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | house | ] |
| [ | music |
| | as the dust settles...old | ] |
my life bleeds really shitty chugs |
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| cuz luv |
[Feb. 22nd, 2007|10:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | jim and i's | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | hungry hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hella | ] |
soo...i met my second cousin on new years, first thing i thought, cutie wootsie...i just didnt know she was related to me then though. we ended up getting together later that night, a few months later i found out about our relation.
shes pretty cool though, i cant believe ive never known before this though. hopefully we can hang out and watch movies and listen to music. |
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| dremas, what else |
[Feb. 21st, 2007|12:44 pm] |
i ate some cheese again before i went to sleep.
i proceded to have very weird dreams.
i woke up when it was getting light out, and the ice on the river was breaking, and the freighters were blowing their fog horns. it was so loud, i thought i gott up and woke jim up but it must have been a dream. i was so scared
i looked out the window and couldnt even see the road or river. i thought for sure that a boat would run into the side of the earth cutting through it straight to the house and into my room and onto me on my bed. i was afraid.
i fell asleep again and dreamt i was walking along the foggy river and there was some gang after me, and men with bald heads and beards appearing at jims house, and a gay black man sleeping next to me. |
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| dremasss |
[Dec. 21st, 2006|08:30 pm] |
i dreamt about alex warner and preston moreland last night, i just remembered
we were in lexington running around and talking. there were little kids everywhere. |
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| a feeling that i feel |
[Dec. 21st, 2006|01:59 am] |
uhh...
been staying between jims, justins, and natalies... awhile back.
got free stuff from goodwill with natalie and jr. went to abandoned train station.listened to music for 22 hours straight. this was a few weeks ago.
watched the station agent and theremin dvd. good stuff mannn.
last night at jims, me and dustin walked and got carpet and carried it back to jims. we mechugged to meshuggah.stayed up past 6am.
today played music with jim for a bit. i very got sick of people and the way they are. pathetic is all i can say.
now im at justins, listening to decibully, planning my future existence in my head.
me and nate went out to meijer and talked abit, about a trip to california without assistance from a motorized vehicle.
i was told that i have a good soul tonight. thats good. i said "i like my soul too".
ive had too many weird dreams to remember but one that is stuck in my head goes as follows:
i was watching some indie band out in a parking lot with matt, it was sunny, and we were moving to the side of the stage. there was water around us, we were on a pennisula i think, the building behgind the stage was all futuristic and the sun was reflecting from it. and the water was all bright from the sun, there was an oil rig in the distance on fire too. we atarted walking down the road and i went right, into a forest with weird vegetation. there was this yellow creature, i petted it. i had fluffly yellow flipper gloves on, and i took them off to feel the textuure of the creature. then i looked up and there were more little creatures, all brown, little furballs with big eyes and big mouths. i tried taking pictures, and petted a few. then i stumbled back up the hill onto the road again.
oh yeah, my dad stopped by jims today, and he gave me some schwans food. he suggested i make christmas presents for people i care for. |
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| old |
[Nov. 13th, 2006|04:28 am] |
jesus was real, to an extent.
he was created by the greys, an alien race that is controlling much of the world today. they have his cruxifiction recorded, waiting to show the world. they are waiting for the right time though, to set the world ablaze in religious turmoil.
an ancient race of reptilian aliens crossbred with humans also strive for world dominance among earth as well. they have bred with humans to blend into our society, they are all around us whether you know it or not. they are in our politics,
.george bush is one, his father is one and so on. some people have caimed seeing him turn from human to a reptilian figur and then to human again right before their eyes. yes.
im having fucjking deja vu or however you spell it.
i seen a ufo a few nights ago, it was weird.
i looked for the mothman, he is real. just as the chupacabra is.
read mothman prophecies and childhood's end.
arthur c. clarke wrothe the latter one, he also created the communications satelitte. so if it were not for him you would not have a fucking cell phone. so the least you can do is read chidhood's end.
or was it him?
the goverment has made a deal with the greys.
the deal is:
we let them experiment on humans and animals and in return tey give us useful technlogy that we can use and further our understanding in thier ways.
but really i just got this book about a whole bunch of bullshit.
its called, conspiracy files. dot read it. unless you want to laugh if you want to be smart, read mothman prophecies or childhood's end.
and watch Bullshit.
have a nice christmas
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travis is walking down the lexington peir at the harbor on a windy night with three friends. he sees people gathered on the beach and wanders over there. it turns out to be about 20 nuns from all around michigan gathered on the beach in a huge circle smoking hooka. they take little intrest at first f his arrivail. a few snap ictures of him to see his face in the quick lighting of the flash. temporary blindness follows.
eventually some end up stripping down in their highly intelligent state of mind and take off into the lake. crazy nuns everywhere. they dress themselves and encircle travis, like predators closing in on a confused prey. they start to talk music. it appears to travis that they really like creed and scott stapp. this is very funny to him, as is all of their unusual behavior.
he is almost attacked wehn he flashes his ipod inthe amish girls face. some sheild her and a large group comes at him, pushing him back. he cowers to the ground and apologizes.
the rest of the conversation goes like this:
condoms, jesus, loving god, dearborn, music, sigur ros, zao, jesus, micheal w smith, basketball, whatever team prays more to god wins, aliens, premaritial sex, condoms, ass rubbing, ipod, amish girl, next month, evolution is wrong. bye, we'll pray for you.
very very weird he thinks. almost like a dream. very weird travis thinks to himself. maybe he will see them next month.
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There is a new religion in the works.
Its called Ratism, a new diet, a new way, a new leader for the new world.
Accept me as your Rat Leader and call me the Rat Oracle. I will lead you to your ultimate destiny.
A new faith is born, Ratism |
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[Nov. 13th, 2006|03:52 am] |
to remember my sweet ass life
decemberists on tues. with justin and amber. went down to pontiac, listened to sigur ros, coco rosie and ate combos. crazy kid that clapped too hard. talked to one dood about music, picture with violin player, smelly armpits.
next day. decibully with devin and dustin turner in k-zoo. ultimate squat day. got free taco bell by telling them that they had the wrong order, which they did. didnt get into the show, so watched it from a big window right next to decibully. got sub way afterwards. and then at a reststop kicked the vending machine and got a coco coffee candy bar. also went to a rock climbing store with a cat. and went to a organic food store with alpaca hats and gloves.
stopped at all the rest stops back, talked, got back in ph around 6:30am and rode bikes down to the river and back. slept, dreamt about a girl tied up having sex and having her arms chainsawwed off at the same time.
thursday, recovery, hung out, halo.
friday, went to owen and appleseed cast with justin. it was good. went and stayed at stephanieeees in rochester hills. ate candy, played mario, listened to jams, talked and slept. met annie girl next morning that knew donavan. ate, left for ann arbor. got there, met devin and tabitha, went to skate place, got tickets from some canadian kids for cheap cheap. ran into andrea hemphil, havent saw her in a few years. talked to her. went to borders, went to the show. watched do make say think, amber and natatat, and jr and salah came in after first song. jr was stoked out of his fucking mind man. broken social scene played for nearly three hours. everyone dancing and stuff.
done over, ended, left, fell down in the hallway, wormed on my back, then got back up without stopping. shook the one girls hand from broken social scene hand in the backalley.
went to brendans. best time in awhile. ate. everyone was stoking around, crawling by. amber got some wine that i would have maybe possibly drank if it didnt taste so repulsive. hung out, dinked around with guitar, and since everyone was fucking stoked out of their minds maaaaaann jr and brendan thought it was cool enough to record. it wasnt. talked a bit. sat a bit. layed a bit. drank water from the bathroom becuase there wasnt anyting real to drink. thought some. had to leave. tried convincing mamber to come along and keep me company but she refused, thats cool, ill see her whenever shes not with a boyfriend or at work or school. rode about three hours home trying to stay awake so justin wouldnt stokingly fall asleep and kill us both. got home almost 7am. died for about 7 hours. then was reborn. pattern, cycles. |
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| dre,mas |
[Nov. 4th, 2006|02:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | music |
| | matt eating nuts | ] |
dream about a guy from hopeles records. gave us pizza, listened to comeback kid and went to dinner.
was in a feidlldda feild. with jim. went to his house, waterballoon fight, running around his house. circleing it. a wolf came out and started to bite me and pull on my arm. i had a camera, fought the wolf. a ufo came down. i was filming it. it turned to day. and everything was drawn out, like painted. everythiong looked like a cartoon, except me. i couldnt find jims house. i knew i was dreaming but wanted it to be real becuase of the ufo i caught on tape. went to jims house and started making his amps and guitars appear trying to trick myself into thinking it was real. woke up around 2pm. |
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| dremas again |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|04:37 pm] |
woke up a bit ago around 3pm
the sleep was good.
i feel refreshed and awake now.
i had another dream with another human in it.
listening to new chin up chin up |
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| humans think sometimes, but trick themselves mostly |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|08:15 am] |
been doing stuff with justin, ebay, circuit bending, and such.carissa drunk a night or two. went to a cross country regionals. sat in the rain for three hours. went back. went to hang out with amber, ended up walking around the mall for an hour. went to a show to see two bands. ended up only seeing one and 6 other shitty metal bands that just further caused damage to my hearing so when im old, and dont have any friends and dont care about anything i wont be able to listen to music.
most of the kids were complete trash, we had some hardasses moshing to prove how fucking tuff and br00tal they are. we had kids fighting, kicking doors, and breaking lights. oh and moshing naked and hitting a girl. cool i know, if only i could be like them. ahow got shut down, big suprise.
afterwards was cool. well besides sitting at dennys for an hour with tons of kids. met billy masons younger sister. she was cool.
cool part, after dennys. went to a little thing on cherry st. down by the bridge. them roaring twenties played, besides james. it was cool. then some improv stuff. amber was there. kinda drunk, but not so much. dustin was there. zach and katie. grant. had fun with the improv thing, talked to amber and sat around. ended up jamming with will, it was fun. got a sweatshirt from eddy. left to justins. amber now pretty well off. talked about death. sat. layed. a few hours later went to sleep. afew hours later woke up to her. took her home, got pulled over, came back, cant fall asleep.
had a good dream about someone. only remember one part. woke up sweaty. dream spoiled
i l o ve h u man s |
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| fall spring |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|08:10 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | fuck off niggers | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ringing of my ears after listening to 8 hours of shitty meta | ] |
a few nights ago matt, myles, cody, king salomi, and some kids caused havoc on town. we teepeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed the town tree in the police station's yard, rolled a telephone pole down the north end harbor, and saran wrapped a and w.
we might go out tonight but im running on a combined 6 or so hours of sleep for two days.
and for food weve got, chips, pixie sticks, and fruit loops. oh and a cheese stick. for two days. |
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| dream |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|11:42 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | where im at now | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | poison the well | ] |
| [ | music |
| | what listen to and enjoy | ] |
last night after being awakened from a drunk call at 3am i had a dream
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me and my dad were building something for a long time right by m-25.
then i was in blood gulch, the halo map, on a scorpion tank, having anal sex with camoran diaz from vanilla sky.
i was having anal sex while the scorpion tank was aimlessly driving around the level.
at one point there was another tank chasing us around |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|11:32 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | smae place | ] |
| [ | music |
| | still cars | ] |
went to ann arbor sunday for kaki king'
went with justin, jim, and doaner. met devin, tabby, nick, leaf, tommy, and mark waters there. saw her play at borders and went to eat. i got some cherries and water. i chugged the water and ate the cherries. we ran around the town afterwards rapping and free running.
i almost ran into a street gang in an alley, but i just turned around and ran after they all looked at me.
we went to a underground arcade, a skateshop, middle earth, and a chocalate store where i asked the clerk if i could have a free waffle cone just to eat. he said yes.
then we waited in line for kaki king for a bit in the cold. we went in, watched some dude and the her. drummer was tits. she was tits. one time she bent over for a long time and you could see down her shirt. everything went quiet and im sure everyone was intentley getting hard or wet in their heads. this lady looked at her husband in front of me and grabbed his hand, rubbed it, and put it in her lap. she was concerned. after seeing kaki kings breasts im sure he would considered divorcing her.
she was very very good. armies of ty last.
um when we left i saw this dood carrying a staff, i yelled gandolf!!!
he looked not happy so i tried covering with, "the staff of light"!
still looked uneasy, so i tried to make it up by yelling "would you be a ranger, druid, or bard"?
then we drove away yelling michigan state rulesz, they party harder! |
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| from last week |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|11:30 am] |
wed night, october something
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walking around a building with my dad. talking to some dude, maybe landlord or something, then go into an antique shop connected to the building. some small foreign guy is running it. its night so its closed. he starts yelling and pointing. im with brad and matt now ttoo, we look, some dude is stealing stuff and running. we chase him down to another building he goes inside, cops everywhere. we search around find him and i go back to the building which is now my home. time passes, i go upstairs, i look in my parents room, door is open and my mom and dad are sleeping together, which is weird seeing as that hasnt happened in a long time. i look closer an my dad is in his underware with black tape in x's on his nipples. my mom was laying there and i was trying to focus on something and all of a sudden there was a huge crash outside. i run to the window and look out and see small astriods or metiorites falling from the sky on fire. i run back to ge my dad and mom and a group of them crash through the roof and hit the bed where my parents are laying. i run down stairs, wake up my brother and whoever else is there. run to the basement, and get under a table. my brother is there, my little cousin, abby, and mike. mikes dad comes down and brings us cookies and sandwiches.
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now im at my house, its early in the morning and its friday. i have to get my shit done for school, i have one day before i have to send it in. i go into my room and sit there. then my dad opens the door and says something, amber locke then walks in smiling. i was confused, she said she got dropped off by her mom and was going to hang out with me all day. i told her i had shit to do which is funny becuase its always the other way around. so i went into my old room which was still my room somehow, and i got some blankets and pillows and some movies. i wanted to watch waking life but i didnt have a dvd player. we just layed there and chit chatt chit chat and i remember it being winter out. snow everywhere and warm light coming through the windows.
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sunday sunday sunday:
i went to church and worshipped the holy ghost. i donated alot of money so people would know that im kindhearted, good, and christian. i sat there with a smile on my face and nodded with everything the preacher was saying, letting people know that i agree and understand him. after church i went home had a cigarette, watched some tv. later that night i got drunk with some friends and had sex with some other drunk person.
actually on sunday i went to the russina circles and minus the bear show. justin, carissa, amber and matt all came along. i drove. amber told her mom she was going to get cat litter and failed to inform her mom that going to get cat litter meant going to detroit to watch a show and come home at 2 in the morning. we missed the first sing or so of russian circles, then there was this velvet team band, pretty good, drummer was dope tits. singer was mad at someone. then p.o.s, black punk rapper guy. minus the first song it was sweet. very cool nigga. then minus the bear. pretty good swhow, guitarist has a ridiculous amount of shit. the russian circles drummer was just staring down the minus the bear drummer the entire set. the bassist and drummer from russian circles came out later the last song and shook shit in front of a mic laughing during the chourus. couldnt even hear it. i chit chit chatted with the drummer for a bit. said that hella show went sweell. talked to the bassist longer up on the balcony, he said they will be writing again after this tour which is 7 more weeks. left the show, listened to thursday the entire time back, drove around detroit. carissa fell asleep, matt signing thursday and playing air drums, justin driving, and amber being wet from the bassist of minus the bear and thinking straight. all laying in back seat neck sore. stopped at taco bell. same one i dunked on the tree after pelican, mono, and russian circles and cut my hand open. went to ph, paris hilton, dropped carissa off, went to walmart, got pretzels and cat food. dropped amber off. webnt back, hung out with JW, went to sleep.
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sat sat sat:
woke up, sat at home all day, played drums, sucked dick, tomy and krista came over around 6 or 7. first time i saw him in a month. angela, ashley, samantha, and matt came to my house, picked me up, went to the harbor. walked around, talked, night time, pretty out. went to caddy house and got some chicken strips and friens from justin. went past school and yelled seniors 06' at the homecoming dance. drove and skylor was outside, opened the door and yeled at him. srove to armada, hung out, called sean bates and had some drunk girl talk dirty to him about his schwans summer special sasuage. played halo, drank dew, looked at dragon beard. listened to rage against the machine. everyone left around 3 or 4. just me, matt, justin, angela, ashley, kirk. we talked, ate, made fun of kirk for being like captian kirk on star trek. went to sleep in angy wangy's room. comfortable bed. talked a bit. fell asleep around 6. woke up at 10:30 went back to sleep, woke up at 12. talked, hung out, left, listened to misery signals. went to lexington, my house, soccer game, justins moms. now its sunday.
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fri fri fri:
amber was suppose to come get me, she got lost like a dumb female. called matt harvey. uh my life was spiraling downward. i was at home for a week or two i cant remember, going insane. through phone, ran my head through a wall and then calmed myself with some oatmeal. went to homecoming game with krista. saw moger, charlie, barr. talked with them. talked to mr. regan. the offer on hot chocolate and oatmeal at his house this winter still stands. met up with amelia, stephanie, and ena. mason and dan and cory were there. i saw shannon and she said my name in the yearbook is travis "masta t" siegfried. walked to mcdonalds with the 3 sluts and gay mason. ate at mcdonalds and talked for two hours. amelia left. krista, max, matt, myles, brad, derek, cody, donlad, all came there. huge party. thumbwrestlin match. max ewalt lost. went home late. krista came in, we talked sat on my bed and listened to explosions in the sky for about 2 hours. it was like 3, she left. i slept. then it was sat.
its fucking snowing or sleting or something right now, thats not cool. God, since you control everything, since i am predestined by you to write this, i ask you to make it stop snowing, since you have power of that as well, and while im asking favors from you, can you let me find some sweet female companion and some sweet humans to write sweet music with forever. that would be so nice of you. and you are nice after all, only about 85 percent of all wars are started in the belief of you. |
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| dremas at my housas |
[Oct. 5th, 2006|11:34 am] |
3 nights ago arnold.s, the govenor of the most influentual state of america, and america, one of the most poewerful countries in the world, and great action star superhero was in my dreams a few nights ago.
he was chasing me through a forest. i was running running running. he got me and killed me.
then i was stuck in some plastic stuff.
then i was at brads house. i was talking to janet choi, an attractive asain lady on channel one news from 8th grade.
then i was in a music video dancing.
then i was at a porn shoot heading and getting love juice on the back of my legs from some meathead.
then iwas running around and thats about it |
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| dream in brads bed |
[Oct. 5th, 2006|11:05 am] |
so after an hour of conversation ranging from gremlins torturing a little kid at night to girls being sweet and cuddly, brad and myself finally fel asleep around 1am.
it was this late night conversation that fueled my dreaming that night.
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im walking with krista in some city and we turn left around the corner of a building, mr. coats is there. he says "travis what are you doing with you life, your still enrolled at highschool".
i cant remember what i said but it probaly was crappy.
then here were all these kids on huge buildings jumping off and they had spring shoes so they would just bounce to another spot. we watched for awhile completely confused and amazed. and then i was laying down in a bed right where we were standing. mr coats left and it was me and krista. then amber lockish was there and she layed down. it was extremely cold i think somehow the chilly atmosphere of my sleeping area came into play in my dreams. o it was me amber and krista and i was snug inbetween. then i rolled over and krista was gone but it was amelia. we were all laying in this bed in the middle of a city with no people in it besides the kids jumping from skyscraper to skycraper. then i rolled over top of kuala bear and layed there for a bit.
next thing i know im in a snowy field and there are barns and fields everywhere. people are running after me with lights and guns. i started running from them. the snow was deep and it was hard to run. i saw a whole group of barns surrounded by fence in the distance and headed for them. i got through the fence and went to the right of the barn and behind it. the people were getting close and i looked around and became aware that i was surrounded by electric fence over my head. i had some wood horn in my hand that had no hole to blow out of. i was trying to find something fr it and those people didnt want me to i assume.
as i start to make my way back toward the entrance and only exit those people with lights and guns block the way. i start to panic and go crazy, running along the inside of the fences screaming. then one of the guys club me to the ground and they all surround me. i start to cry for unknown reasons to me now, but i assume i was going to be killed or something.
they say a few words to me and i take the wooden horn and smash it into the ground and the botom breaks off so theres a hole. i blow through it as hard as i possibly could and equally for as long. they all are over me looking and silent.
after i run out of air i just lay there trying to breathe but i cant because im still crying. im a distgusting mess drooling everywhere and then they start to drag me away.
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